IM JOBLESS and MERRY CHRISTMAS
I had a good Christmas, il be with my family for the whole Christmas vacation here in my hometown. food is good as always, nonstop eating, drinking and singing, I had a merry Christmas and im sure il have a wonderful new year too.
but the thought of going back to cebu next year but not going back to work saddens me. seriously, I miss my job, I miss wearing my headset and saying my opening spiel, I miss complaining about my stupid job! hahaha! I am finally free and I just miss complaining! so this is the price of spending the holidays with your family... your job! sometimes, you really have to sacrifice for some things. the thought of not waking up, rushing so that I wont be late for work, the thought of not going back to PS to work for expedia, the thought of having all the time to myself to study my lessons and read my books, the thought of not working with my officemates anymore is so so sad. and the thought of job hunting again is so stressful! and to look for a job that would fit my schedule is so so so stressful!
im starting the year jobless, definitely not a good start but im positive about all of these. im always positive. I made this decision and im standing by it, I may sometimes lose my sanity but im still fit and highly capable of breathing for my self. I just need to be reminded, I need to rewind myself, I need to think things over, I need to be assured once more that I can do whatever I want to do and I can definitely achieve my goals if I just BELIEVE! as what I have always said to myself, im in this for the long haul and im in this to finish the race! but I cant do this alone....
I had a good Christmas, il be with my family for the whole Christmas vacation here in my hometown. food is good as always, nonstop eating, drinking and singing, I had a merry Christmas and im sure il have a wonderful new year too.
but the thought of going back to cebu next year but not going back to work saddens me. seriously, I miss my job, I miss wearing my headset and saying my opening spiel, I miss complaining about my stupid job! hahaha! I am finally free and I just miss complaining! so this is the price of spending the holidays with your family... your job! sometimes, you really have to sacrifice for some things. the thought of not waking up, rushing so that I wont be late for work, the thought of not going back to PS to work for expedia, the thought of having all the time to myself to study my lessons and read my books, the thought of not working with my officemates anymore is so so sad. and the thought of job hunting again is so stressful! and to look for a job that would fit my schedule is so so so stressful!
im starting the year jobless, definitely not a good start but im positive about all of these. im always positive. I made this decision and im standing by it, I may sometimes lose my sanity but im still fit and highly capable of breathing for my self. I just need to be reminded, I need to rewind myself, I need to think things over, I need to be assured once more that I can do whatever I want to do and I can definitely achieve my goals if I just BELIEVE! as what I have always said to myself, im in this for the long haul and im in this to finish the race! but I cant do this alone....
