A COMFORT FROM UP ABOVE

so here's how ive been....

im still jobless, but im trying to find one, i just cant because of my freakin' class schedule and ive been so buzy lately with my upcoming exams so i rarely had time to go on job hunting. i honestly need to rewind myself! im becoming a worry-freak again. ive been so worried and bothered of what will happen to me if i cant find a job. how am i suppose to pay for my studies, how the hell am i going to pay for my rent and bills, and where the heck am i suppose to get money to buy my daily needs???????

dont get me wrong though, im not miserable... im still enjoying my life im just worried for the upcoming weeks. i never wanted to be one of those kids today who adores EMO stuffs.... trying to live out the lyrics of their favorite EMO songs, thinking that its cool to be miserable, who takes anti-depressants, anouncing to the world that their life sucks. I dont find it cool, i find it funny and pathetic! i do complain about life sometimes but i always find ways to appreciate it and be grateful for the everyday miracles i receive. That's exactly what i have to do right now, i have to refresh myself and my faith and be positive about this. I was reminded by a friend about laws of attraction, i never thought about it for awhile, i almost forgot that all i really need to do is believe. As i go through my journal last night, i was truly amazed at how God works in my life. He always answers my prayers and He has been so generous to me.... my faith is the only thing I can hang on to in rough times. In moments when im about to give up, i always get a comfort from up above, i always get a pat in my back reminding me that im not alone and i just have to believe! And that's exactly what i need right now!