all i want for christmas is you....

Ive come up with a wish list for christmas! to make shopping for gifts, easier for you! too early, i know! im just doing you a favor, so u can still save and buy what i want! *peace!*

Here's a tip: dont give me anything useless, because i can never appreciate it, no matter how expensive and how nice it may be! like stuff toys, figurines, jewelries, paintings, home decorations and all other 'for display only' stuffs... im not just a big fan of them. they'll just gather all the dust in my room, because i cant carry them or use them wherever i may be.

1. im not a gadget person! i rarely even use my phone, and my company should be thankful because they're the one who's paying for my bill. i dont even want an ipod or psp, or an iphone, or a flat screen plasma or even a lap top! but if you're giving me one of those, ill accept it with all my heart! (hehehe) seriously though, all i really want is a digital camera, and the model should be... Sony Cyber-shot T2 Digital Still Camera! It has 8.1 megapixel, 2.7" touchscreen, 4GB internal memory, 3X Optical Zoom, Face Detection, HD slideshow with music! I couldn't ask for more!

2. I know, no one among my friends and family can afford to give me such thing and even if they can afford it, they'd rather have it for themselves, than give it to me! yeah right! I totally understand! So, you can give me one of these instead! because i oh so love books, ul make me really happy if il have a copy of these books...

3. im into vintage shirts right now. so id love it, if ul give me one. u know my size! but please don't give me anything from artwork (i know they have vintage designs, but i dont want to bump into someone wearing the same shirt!) and please i dont like the color black.. my preferred colors are faded red, mocha brown, grey, sunny yellow, blue, i like green but i have a lot of green shirts already so... thats the last resort!

4. a new pair of chucks, slim black havaianas or crocs.... if u can afford to give me one but i totally understand if u cant coz even me cant afford one right now! (but if ever, it should be the same exact design and color like wat ive posted!)

5. i love white handbags! i trust your judgement, but here are some of the designs that i find nice...

6. aviator sunglasses! i dont own one yet, so id love to have one of these! marc jacobs' designs are the best... but if you cant afford the signature ones, at least give me something close to these designs... i dont care how cheap it costs! just as long as it looks like these! the first one from the left with the mannequin is by gucci, next is the one that i really really like, its by marc jacobs, and the other two below are also from marc jacobs.

this is all i can think of right now... ill add it to the list if there's more! (hehe!)

has life passed me by?

i have always been honest when someone asks for my age. but lately, everytime someone asks for it, it makes me realize that im not getting any younger! i never expected that i would be this person who will be concerned about aging. i have never really given it a thought, well, not until now! maybe im just used to have always been the youngest in the group. people usually have this automatic reaction when they ask for my age "wow, you're too young", but now everytime i tell them how old i am, all i get is "ahhh ok" and a nod! i dont know why it bothers me but really, maybe im just used to be in a place where im not suppose to be at my age and then all of a sudden, im in a world where im suppose to be at my age and im not so comfortable with it.

yeah, this might be confusing but see, i started out at school when i was 3 yrs old, and since then i have always been in school....(no wonder, i miss school this much). i moved out away from home when i was 16 to go to college (all alone in such a strange city), graduated at 19 and started to work right after graduation. so, i have always been ahead of time. when i started to work, it all felt so good and everything seems so surreal. i could imagine my self as a character in a movie , where this young career woman would make her way up to the top, achieve her goals in life, fall in love of course, settle down and have a lovely family.

i know life's not that perfect, there will be roadblocks of course, but im ready to face them, im willing to go through such struggles whatever it may be, sure that i may fall and i may curse the world at times but my story would be boring if its nothing but perfection. one, cannot feel the real meaning of success without trials and sufferings, so with arms wide open i welcome them! but time runs so fast, sometimes i feel that life is passing me by, i mean hey! im 22 and im stuck here, nothing is happening to me! my life is completely boring! at least i thought i had a direction when i enrolled my self in law school last year, but after realizing that being a lawyer is not my dream profession after all, now im up to nowhere! i have other plans next year (im moving out of cebu!), but as for now, im really really bored, and the net cafe is closing so i have no choice but to pose this unfinnished blog!