has life passed me by?

i have always been honest when someone asks for my age. but lately, everytime someone asks for it, it makes me realize that im not getting any younger! i never expected that i would be this person who will be concerned about aging. i have never really given it a thought, well, not until now! maybe im just used to have always been the youngest in the group. people usually have this automatic reaction when they ask for my age "wow, you're too young", but now everytime i tell them how old i am, all i get is "ahhh ok" and a nod! i dont know why it bothers me but really, maybe im just used to be in a place where im not suppose to be at my age and then all of a sudden, im in a world where im suppose to be at my age and im not so comfortable with it.

yeah, this might be confusing but see, i started out at school when i was 3 yrs old, and since then i have always been in school....(no wonder, i miss school this much). i moved out away from home when i was 16 to go to college (all alone in such a strange city), graduated at 19 and started to work right after graduation. so, i have always been ahead of time. when i started to work, it all felt so good and everything seems so surreal. i could imagine my self as a character in a movie , where this young career woman would make her way up to the top, achieve her goals in life, fall in love of course, settle down and have a lovely family.

i know life's not that perfect, there will be roadblocks of course, but im ready to face them, im willing to go through such struggles whatever it may be, sure that i may fall and i may curse the world at times but my story would be boring if its nothing but perfection. one, cannot feel the real meaning of success without trials and sufferings, so with arms wide open i welcome them! but time runs so fast, sometimes i feel that life is passing me by, i mean hey! im 22 and im stuck here, nothing is happening to me! my life is completely boring! at least i thought i had a direction when i enrolled my self in law school last year, but after realizing that being a lawyer is not my dream profession after all, now im up to nowhere! i have other plans next year (im moving out of cebu!), but as for now, im really really bored, and the net cafe is closing so i have no choice but to pose this unfinnished blog!