OOOUUUCCHHH!!!!

why do i always have to go through this? breakups are oh so painful. why do two people who love each other have to break up just because one is not ready to do the next big thing yet? why dont they take it slow, for sure they'll just eventually get there. why do we need to rush things up?

just when you thought that you're falling deeply in love with someone so special, you can't think of somebody else to spend the rest of your life with....shit happens! everything is almost perfect, you're a perfectly normal couple who always kisses, cuddles and fights over nonsense things and you both admit the fact that you're in love. there's definitely nothing wrong with your relationship and you just wish that time freezes and everything stays just the way they are! but again i guess change is inevitable, things cant stay just the way you want it to be...smooth sailing. sometimes, we have to go through the storm and face the big waves in our lives, we have to travel through the rough roads and go through a cloudy day. life must go on, eventhough moving on is difficult. i just cant understand why cant we just all have our happy endings. why do things need to fall apart? they say that some people are not just meant for each other. maybe he's not your soul mate. can you believe that? how can someone be not your soul mate when you love him and he loves you? dont you think that is just so unfair?

the most painful part about it is that you cant think of a single bad memory with him because even your fights are sweet, specially when you kiss and make up. aawww, this is breaking my heart! you're totally into each other, and your envied by all of your friends. you almost got a danielle steel love story and everytime you look into each other's eyes it feels like nothing else in the world matters... but out of the blue the question pops! your most dreaded question! are you ready to take it to the next level? and by that i mean, are you ready to do the next big thing... the "will you marry me?" question! and because you oh so love him and was caught off guard, you slipped the word "yes". but then you realize, that yes you want to marry him someday but not now and you're not seriously ready to be engaged yet much more to tie the knot! and of course you send out all sorts of signals that you're not ready yet but you're really trying hard to put all of your doubts behind and just when you're almost there... he will realize that you are definitely not ready to marry him yet and he walks out of your life just like that! because he loves you too much to force you to do something that you might regret for the rest of your life. and you never heard anything from him again, ever! and you must move on with your life just like that!

ok, time's up! obviously this only happens in movies or in tv shows! haven't been there, haven't done that! never been to that road yet. but i feel the pain! and yes ive shed tears to those kind of love stories. you might think im shallow, and yes you can laugh all you can but i really dont care! and takes weeks for me to get it over with! its just so painful, every love story doesnt necessarily need a happy ending but for pete's sake, these writers need to know that there are some love stories and some couples who deserves a happy ending! when burke left cristina at the altar in grey's anatomy, i cried a bucket of tears! and believe me when i say it took me a month or two to get it over with! and when aidan and carrie broke up from the sex and the city, i was literally mourning! ok im exaggerating! im shallow and im watching too much tv and i cant think of anything else to write! but seriously!